Who are you now? Because I miss you. Remember when you would wake up at 4 a.m. to study? Back when nothing was too important, but you still made it something. You struggled sleeping, because when you closed your eyes, it was as if they were still open; you could see the darkness, and even feel it. So, who are you? Can you sleep well? Do you still study to calm your mind, to get rid of those useless thoughts? What goes on in your mind now? Remember those hours you spent alone? Are you still...alone? Because I remember that you were too shy and nervous, to ask your friends to hang out, because you knew they were also busy...and you only wanted to make decent memories. So, was it worth it? Do you still feel like you missed out? Or are you still missing out? Don't be scared. I want to know who you are, now that you're older. Have you accomplished your dreams yet?
I hope you're okay.